suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. Meanwhile, Eddie is acting strange and there are too many unknown scars across Buck's body. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. About the fact that he needs to take better care of himself or the fact, youre in love with him. Buck sits with his back pressed up against the side of the bed, bare feet against the early morning chill of the hardwood floor. The Eddie voice catches and stops. Theyve been through a few before. (By special request. Nobody knows where he is for a very long time. Bobby looked around, as Eddie and Hen swam through the waves to get to their stranded patient, and his eyes landed on Buck. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Why is he on edge all the time? Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. + worry. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. 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Buck lost his virginity when he was fourteen years old and his girlfriend was about to move away. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV) Established Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell. Badly injured, he waits for his team. Im so proud of you! Josephine is commonly known as Josie, the spunky 6 year old who everyone adores at the station where her mother works. "Come on, man. Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. Going somewhere that wasn't really home anymore when he was barely awake enough to make his feet move might not have been the best idea. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. Eddie why Bucks still laughing and trying to catch his breath but he continues. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? "After lunch, he and Buck went up to the loft to pack up the bedroom while Chriswho was worn out from the morningsat and played something on his Switch. Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it. There wasnt any specific event that led him to it, everything had just been building up, and he was finally done. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. Buck, who had been so desperate to get back into action, voluntarily doing crowd control, now standing with a bunch of surfers and tourists and their patients friends at the far end of the beach, trying to talk them down, all the while sending some surprisingly tense looks in the direction of the water. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. And she fights anyone who harms Buck. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. Youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD! Buck finds out about Daniel. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. Dr Copeland has helped, Eddies occasional (now permanent) comfort helped. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. what if Shanon never returns?What if Bobby didn't ask for help?where Athena is too late ?where Bucks leg can't be saved? Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. (Or, Buck self-harms. 911 fanfiction buck ignoredhow to cancel melaleuca backup order 911 fanfiction buck ignored Menu social listening brandwatch. Howard Chimney Han thinks of himself as a very tolerant and laid back man. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. Pairing: Kelly/Buck Post 911 lawsuit Language: English Words: 149,601 Chapters: Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. And he needs Eddie to understand that. 3 firefighter, 1 policeman and 2 children will have to learn from the darkness and get out alive.Evan Buckley would do anything to protect his own. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. He can be excused for forgetting his contacts. He wants to go to bed, until the tv turns on and he immediately hears his girlfriends voice. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. He knows, logically, that he is worth something. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. Work Search: Loved, protected, warm. Work Search: 2022 Beckoning-cat.com. Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. There's no in between." Hen- Eddie begins, but she doesnt let him get further than that. "What, uhm, what are you doing in LA?". Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. Because of misunderstandings, no one realizes he is kidnapped when he takes the ambulance to the shop for repairs. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Buck is dejected. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. He is attacked and abused by three men. Buck. Bobby supplied. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. Because Buck, this godsend of a man, that made Eddies life so much better in completely different ways, was not sleeping on his cramped annoyingly small couch.